What do you want to be?

anything but a doctor.. no offense, doctors.. :)

if you ask kids nowadays what's their ambition, they're most likely to answer a doctor or a scientist.. but in my 14 years of life, i have never ever want to be a doctor. maybe it's just not my thing to play with other people's bloods and organs etc etc.. i would rather take care of my own problem rather than other people's health problem.. i'm not interested in science anyway.. but not totally uninterested, just a little bit of curiosity that somehow gave me strength to study science..

i have changed my ambition for like dozens of times already since the last few years. i'm just gonna list down all the jobs that i want to do and have changed.

• Lecturer (changed because i realized that i cant teach people well and i tend to get angry really fast if they dont understand what i'm teaching)
• High school teacher (changed because of the same reason as above; i watched a Japanese drama, Gokusen three years ago. it's a story about how a woman handles a bunch of bad kids and teach them about the meaning of life and the importance of friendship. after watching that drama i suddenly wants to become the homeroom teacher of a class of bad kids and teach them the meaning of life. T.T)
• Athlete (changed because i cant play any sports)
• Singer/Actress etc etc (which kid do not dream of being a celebrity at least once in their life?)
• Artist (changed because i'm not that good at drawing and i suck at painting. of course there's still other types of arts other than drawing like making a sculpture or something.. i suck at that one too.)
• Automobile Designer (i have a big interest in cars and i would like to have my own designed car and call it Falcon. you know like BMW, Ferrari, Porsche and stuff? mine would be called Falcon. Falcon is a fast-flying bird. so my car will go as fast as a Falcon! XD)
• Fashion Designer (i have a big interest in fashion as well. i had designed some clothes under my own imaginary clothing line named Will-O'-The-Wisp. some of my designs had been on some other designer's runways. didn't get it? let me explain. this had happened like two times already. i once designed this weird coat. i didnt sketched it on paper because i didnt know how to sketch at that time. so the design just lingers in my head. then, a few months later, i saw the exact coat in the paper on some designer's runway. i'm not saying that he's stealing my idea or anything cause obviously he wont be reading my mind and he doesn't even know i exist. it might be a coincident but did i mention it's a WEIRD coat?) 
• Interior Designer (i had always want to decorate my room and i had told my dad about it soooo many times about it but he never seems to care.. T.T... i don't know why, but it somehow leads me to want to become an interior designer. it's so fun to spend time thinking of what to do with the space make it alive!)
• Architect (isn't boring to see a normal rectangular shaped building? so, if i become an architect, i'll build a really unique buildings. a duck-shaped building perhaps?)
• Pilot (changed because of my bad eyesight.. my father didn't let me to be a pilot anyway. he said pilots always go to parties and stuffs.)
• Stewardess (changed because i realized that it's not cool to serve people on a plane. enough said)
•  F1 Driver (even though F1 drivers are supposed to be only men.but it's okay to dream right? isn't it cool to drive in a really high speed and can actually get money with it. cause if you drive in high speed on normal highways, you might get a traffic ticket. even driving normal cars at 200km/h feels like flying, imagine 350km/h, you might be actually flying!)
• An Owner of a World-wide Company (having your own company is the best thing ever cause you are a billionaire!)
• Fairground owner (the reason is so that i can ride on the roller-coaster whenever i want even at midnight. the best thing is, i dont have to line up to get on the roller-coaster cause the roller-coaster is MINE! and of course, i dont have to pay a single penny to get into the fairground. XD)
• Computer Hacker (i watched a Japanese drama a year ago called Bloody Monday. its a drama about a young man who can hack into other people's computer. he can steal other people's internet to make his internet go faster! how cool is that?)
• Secret Agent (running and shooting and hiding and disguising and surviving from a gun shot are really coool! and you have to drive really fast too to get away from the enemy.)
• Composer (so that i can express my hidden feelings and emotions on a paper. and to be able to affect other people with the meaning of the song. but apparently, i haven't complete a single song yet. T.T)
• Lyricist (same reason as above, but in a slightly different way. to have a singer to sing our song and to hear the song on the radio and the people singing it in the shower would be really great!)
• Author (i'm working hard to finish my novel which is going really slow. i just dont have time to write it because of some other interruptions. i bet the novel wont finish in another two years. T.T)
• President/Prime Minister (to be able to change the world and make the world a better place for us and our next generation to live in. PEACE!!)
• Lawyer (to help other people would be really great. but my father said, being a lawyer is a one way to hell if you're helping the wrong side.)
• Psychiatrist (talking to mental people can be quite interesting cause what they say sometimes doesn't make any sense XD)
• Chef (this is my current ambition. i want to have my own restaurant in the future and my father said he'll help me with the modal. my plan is to continue my studies in DCT University Center Switzerland. for your information, DCT University is a culinary and management university. i want to study French and Italianese cuisines.)
• Patissier (my current ambition too. patissier is the person who make desserts and pastries. i love eating desserts and pastries. i want to make other people happy by eating the desserts and pastries that i make)

i still have no idea what to name my restaurant... if you have some ideas, do tell me. :) i have lots of ambitions, didn't i? oh, i also realized that i never wanted to become an accountant too. whats so exciting about sitting at the table counting other people's money? no offense, accountants. :) i love maths, though. but whatever we do, make sure it's a halal job so that it wont affect us later. hopefully my dream becoming a restaurant owner will come true and may i become a successful chef and patissier! Amin~