Heart, Mind and Soul

have you ever been in a situation where your heart and your mind argues with each other? for example, there was one time when i was in dilemma whether or not to buy this thing which i forgot what it was. while i was thinking of buying it or not, i suddenly heard my mind and my heart arguing. i was like the third person listening to other people's argument. the argument went something like this. i was actually laughing to myself when my two other halves argue. XD

mind: Farah, listen to me. don't buy it. you'll only be wasting your money!
heart: Let her buy it! she wants it, so let her buy it!
mind: oh, shut up you! that thing is so not worth it! she can buy so many things else with that money!
heart: you shut up! it's not about the money! its's about the self-satisfaction! she'll be happy once she buys it.
mind: think about it, she'll even more happier to get to buy MORE things with that cash.
heart: it's her choice! so STFU!
mind: haha! what is this? you're giving up now? the only thing that you can say is STFU?! (i'm not joking. they were really like this!)
heart: it's not that i'm giving up. but she really wants that thing. so it's fine. it's her money anyway! not yours! (this really surprise me.. i mean like.. my mind is not me??)
mind: of course it not mine... but i'm just advising her. so that she wont regret later.
heart: she wont regret it. trust me. she REALLY wants it! there's no way she's going to regret it. *confident*

and at the end, if i choose to buy it, the quarrel would start all over again.

heart: yes! she bought it! haha! you loose (to mind)!!
mind: shut up!
heart: nananana! nananana! (i'm serious. no joke. i cant believe it either)
mind: i said shut up!!
heart: .... nananana! nananana!
mind: ............

 do you guys had ever experience this? i had so many times before. sometimes mind wins though.. and she/he will be the one teasing heart. and heart will be as pissed. i'm not weird, right? nor do i have a mental disorder (is there such thing?). but quite entertaining to listen to them quarrel cause it feels like they're not me. they're like some close friends of mine who never get along. XD

i bet your faces are like this:

oh well.. it's hard to believe, i know.. but i'm not lying! -___-' by the way Qistina,

i'm 5 years old! XD

You know when your birthday is, but how old should you really be?
(just put an x on the things you do)


[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee. (i dont like coffee)
[ ] I can cook for myself. (i will. as soon as go to university)
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
So far: 0


[ ] I show up for school/college/work
every day early. (naaah.. i have my name jotted down everyday)
[ ] I always carry a pen/pencil in my
pocket/purse. (who does anyway?)
[ ] I've never gotten a detention
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] i know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. (my english isnt that good, okay?)
[ ] drink coffee at least once a week. (again.. i hate coffee. except for mocha.. they are to die for!)
So Far: 1

[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[ ] I can count to 10 in Japanese. 
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it. 
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water my plants.
[ ] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
so far: 1


[ ] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up (i'm bad at spelling's okay?)
[ ] I clean up my own mess. 
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need. 
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
So far: 2

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
So Far: 1


(now add them all up)


= 5.. see? i'm smart! i'm a 5 years old kid who goes to a high school when the other 5 years old kids are learning how to minus 5 from 3 in their rainbow painted wall classroom.. using their fingers!! XD

Farah: oh really? we have something in common then! nice to meet you! ^^

Re-post as, "My mental age is...."

Month-ster!

RULES:
_ Pick your birth month.
_ Italic n underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
_ Bold n maximize the five-ten that best apply to you.
_ Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months under a mp-cut.
_ Tag 5 people from your friends list. 


JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.



FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children. 


NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hardhearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.


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i bold those that i think reflects me.. and italic those that i think doesn't suit me. and i left it un-bold an un-italic for those that i'm not sure about..


MAY:

• Stubborn and hard-hearted. - i can be stubborn if i want too. like when i quarreling with someone and i knew i was wrong.. i kept on quarreling anyway.. hard-hearted.. no proof..
• Strong-willed and highly motivated. - this.. i'm not sure... 50-50 i guess. 0_o
• Sharp thoughts. - no proof but yes.. i think too many things.(is it the same thing? i dont think so)
• Easily angered. - not really. but when i'm already angry, and someone just pours oil on it.. dont dare to come near me, cause i might just eat you alive. ;p
• Attracts others and loves attention. - i dont think i attract people.. but i do love attention.. that's the main reason of this blog anyway. what's the point writing it if no one's reading it?
• Deep feelings. - i can get easily touched when i listen to sad songs.
• Beautiful physically and mentally. - not sure.... you guys answer it yourselves.
• Firm Standpoint. - dont know what does is it means.. so.. anyone who understands, feel free to explain to me.
• Needs no motivation. - i do need motivations.. then why did my parents sent me to those motivation programs?
• Easily consoled. - i do feel like i'm easy to console..  
• Systematic (left brain). - do i have to explain this one?
• Loves to dream. - my previous post explains it all
• Strong clairvoyance. - naaah.. aina maybe..
• Understanding. - yes. ask my friends. right Qistina? Aina? Sharmira?
• Sickness usually in the ear and neck. - nope...
• Good imagination. - previous post explains it all. right? right?
• Good physical. - i dont have any sickness so...
• Weak breathing. - i dont have asthma.. my sister was born in May as well and she has asthma
• Loves literature and the arts. - yep!
• Loves travelling. - speaking of travelling.. baba! bila nak holiday??!!
• Dislike being at home. - yep.. staying at home is boooriiiinnnngg~
• Restless. - i cant stay still..
• Not having many children. - i dont like kids that much... 
• Hardworking. - naaaah~~
• High spirited. - sometimes i looked like i had extra sugar that day
• Spendthrift.- nope.. i use my money well.. :) :)

tag: anyone who's reading,, 

more macros people!!

-they're wearing the same outfit. so duuuh!

-for those who doesn't know.. STFU is shut the fuck up.. sorry for the harsh word *halo* :)

-yoochun is the one on the left~

-LOL! 

buhbye now.. more macros later.. if you dont like it just drop a comment saying so, so that i wont have to piss you more by posting these macros. XD omg i cant feel my arms anymore.. 

Beautiful Crime

i have this ability to do several things at one time. like that one time when i was listening to what the teacher and my friend was saying and was also sleeping at the same time. so listening to 2 people talking to you when you're sleeping is quite impossible right? well i somehow managed to control that weird situation. i did listen to what the teacher was teaching and actually understands it. my friend thought i was sleeping and wasn't listening to her but she kept talking anyway. and i was actually listening to her too. to think about it again, i didn't know how i did it at that time. 0_o

of course it's good to be able to do many things at one time, but there's disadvantages too. like when i was praying 'terawih' just now, i suddenly got lots of ideas of making a poem. it's good to have many ideas, but why must it come when i'm praying??!! and at the same time i was also plotting a new fiction. and i was thinking of the ingredients of making cookies too. my prayer tonight was such a waste.. tak khusyuk langsung.. -___-'

and another weird thing about me is, good ideas for making a story, poem, song, etc. etc. always come at the most inappropriate moment.  like when i'm doing a homework that needs a full concentration (when this happens, i tend to leave the homework behind and grab a paper to jot my ideas down.. and thus it'll lead to an undone work), and when i'm having my bath, it's fine actually cause when you're in the shower, you aren't doing anything so it's fine to brainstorm a little. but the bad thing is when i can't write it down and as soon as i get out of the shower, all the brilliant ideas would be gone. and another time when these smart ideas come is when i just turned off the lights and happily settled under the duvet. and when that smart ideas of mine comes, i would be too lazy to get up and get a paper and write it down and just go to sleep expecting that i'll remember it the next morning. but the next morning, i wont remember a thing... -___-'
so ideas pleeeeeeaaaaaaseeeee come at the time when i'm holding a note book and a pen in my hand. i'm begging you *90 degree bow*...

by the way, i just love reading macros now! dont know what macros are? let me show you! XD

my favorite of all time... 

LMAO!! XD XD

i have lots more! they're not made by me though... i'll post more later.. on my next post. XD still cant stop laughing. LOL! -not sure if you get the macros jokes or not *unsure*-

Boof Boof Squash Squash!

the last post was deleted because of few reasons.. i'm bored.. so i did a survey!! just imagine that this is like a short interview with the famous Farah Madiha ... *get bricked by the readers*

Q: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

A: closed. i'm scared that something scary will come out of the closet and creeps up on my bed..   my closet is right in front of my bed so, imagine when i woke up and somebody's head is in closet. to be safe from getting a heart attack, i keep them close all night.

     

Q: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?

A: no.. but my mum does. i dont know what's so good about hotel shampoos. i think that they'll only make our hair worse!

Q: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

A: no. but my friend Qistina had put up a street sign before. she put this up!

Q: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

A: yeah... and they'll only turn into rubbishes in my bag...

Q: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?

A: Big bear. the big bear might change his mind after he saw cause i'll do puppy eye and he'll turn into a very friendly bear and we would be friends. and the story about the bear and i being friends caught Oprah's attention and she invited me to her show. Animal Planets' CEO watched Oprah's show and he's interested and wanted to make a show for the bear and i. i signed the contract with Animal Planet together with the bear and called our own show 'Bear-bear and I are soul-mates'. Zaid, dont be jealous. :)

Q: Do you always smile for pictures?

A: yes. i'm a very happy person and i dont wanna bark on cameras. people will think i'm scary and i dont want that to happen. :) :) :)

Q: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

A: yes. but i lost count and it annoys me.. i used to count the lamp posts before... it reached to thousands once.

Q: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

A: yes. it felt good to dance randomly to your own music played in your head. 

Q: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

A: always. so people, do not lend me your pencils cause it might be too gross for you to take it back B)

Q: How many people have you slept with this week?

A: how could you ask that to me? that is soooo rude! i slept with no one other than my sweet little   Pooh.. :)

Q: What size is your bed?

A: single is simple :) :) :)

Q: What is your Song of the week?

A: Just gonna stand there and watch me burn!! well that's alright because i like the way it hurts!!

Q: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?

A: Pink on guys are fine.. but it's a big no-no when you wear it like this

Q: Do you still watch cartoons?

A: sure! i watch Phineas And Ferb a lot! and Tom And Jerry too. 

Q: Whats your least favorite movie?

A: i tend to forget thing that i hate... so, i cant remember.. but in the time being i hate Paranormal Activity cause it's not scary at all...

Q: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

A: when you say bury, isn't it obvious it'll be buried in soil?

Q: What do you drink with dinner?

A: water?

Q: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

A: i dont dip my nugget.

Q: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

A: The Harry Potter series and Lord Of The Rings series.. love them a LOT!! XD

Q: Last person you kissed/kissed you?

A: Jaejoong kissed me last.. *kicked by Jeajoong's fans* but in a dream..  in Aina's dream to be exact.. O_o

Q: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

A: yes. in elementary school.. i never knew girl scout is so boring!

Q: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

A: on mother's day. the teacher made us write a letter to our mum..

Q: Can you change the oil on a car?

A: no... but i will in a few years of time :D

Q: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

A: yes.. in a dream.. and i refused to pay because i dont have money and the cops sent me to jail...

Q: Ran out of gas?

A: almost...

Q: Favorite kind of sandwich?

A: steak and cheese from Subway.. Yummy!!

Q: Best thing to eat for breakfast?

A: bread.. but scientifically, banana..

Q: What is your usual bedtime?

A: i tend to sleep at 10:30 on school days because i'm out of things to do.

Q: Are you lazy?

A: to tell you the truth, yes.. :(

Q: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

A: too bad there's we dont do Halloweens in Malaysia.. but if we did, i'll dress up as Lord Voldermort!!

Q: How many languages can you speak?

A: if i'm boasting, i'll say five. but if i'm serious, i'll say two.. T.T

Q: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

A: no.. but my sister subscribes Reader's Digest and she'll read it alone in her room and i'll never get to read it. my father subscribes this car magazine. i forgot the name... and he often read it in the bathroom.. 

Q: Are you stubborn?

A: urm.. 50-50... i can be really stubborn if i want.. 

Q: Afraid of heights?

A: yes... i always get this scary thought when i'm at a high place. like if i'm in a ferris wheel, i'll keep imagining the ferris wheel's screw will get out of place and it will roll down the road...

Q: Can you swim well?

A: i'm the best swimmer in my family *boast-boast*.. i almost got to represent my school in UK, but i cant because i had to return to Malaysia.. T.T

Q: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

A: yes.. but i cant hold my breath too long.. i always loose to my sister when it comes to holding breath..

Q: Are you patient?

A: i can be patient.. but i hate waiting...

Q: Any last words?

A: no.. i can finally post it now..

Three Steps Away From Hell, God Saved Me.

a self-made quote. i made it when i was in the car yesterday on the way home after sending my dad off to Macca..

this quote can be used when you survived from an accident or a 50-50 chance of living. the three steps away from hell means you're not a good person and when you die, you'll be first send to the grave. the second step is the "mirzan" where your good deeds and bad deeds are count. and the third step which is the last step, is when you're on the 'titian sirat' and you slipped. and thus to the hell you'll go to.

and lastly.. some extras.. :)

What do you want to be?

anything but a doctor.. no offense, doctors.. :)

if you ask kids nowadays what's their ambition, they're most likely to answer a doctor or a scientist.. but in my 14 years of life, i have never ever want to be a doctor. maybe it's just not my thing to play with other people's bloods and organs etc etc.. i would rather take care of my own problem rather than other people's health problem.. i'm not interested in science anyway.. but not totally uninterested, just a little bit of curiosity that somehow gave me strength to study science..

i have changed my ambition for like dozens of times already since the last few years. i'm just gonna list down all the jobs that i want to do and have changed.

• Lecturer (changed because i realized that i cant teach people well and i tend to get angry really fast if they dont understand what i'm teaching)
• High school teacher (changed because of the same reason as above; i watched a Japanese drama, Gokusen three years ago. it's a story about how a woman handles a bunch of bad kids and teach them about the meaning of life and the importance of friendship. after watching that drama i suddenly wants to become the homeroom teacher of a class of bad kids and teach them the meaning of life. T.T)
• Athlete (changed because i cant play any sports)
• Singer/Actress etc etc (which kid do not dream of being a celebrity at least once in their life?)
• Artist (changed because i'm not that good at drawing and i suck at painting. of course there's still other types of arts other than drawing like making a sculpture or something.. i suck at that one too.)
• Automobile Designer (i have a big interest in cars and i would like to have my own designed car and call it Falcon. you know like BMW, Ferrari, Porsche and stuff? mine would be called Falcon. Falcon is a fast-flying bird. so my car will go as fast as a Falcon! XD)
• Fashion Designer (i have a big interest in fashion as well. i had designed some clothes under my own imaginary clothing line named Will-O'-The-Wisp. some of my designs had been on some other designer's runways. didn't get it? let me explain. this had happened like two times already. i once designed this weird coat. i didnt sketched it on paper because i didnt know how to sketch at that time. so the design just lingers in my head. then, a few months later, i saw the exact coat in the paper on some designer's runway. i'm not saying that he's stealing my idea or anything cause obviously he wont be reading my mind and he doesn't even know i exist. it might be a coincident but did i mention it's a WEIRD coat?) 
• Interior Designer (i had always want to decorate my room and i had told my dad about it soooo many times about it but he never seems to care.. T.T... i don't know why, but it somehow leads me to want to become an interior designer. it's so fun to spend time thinking of what to do with the space make it alive!)
• Architect (isn't boring to see a normal rectangular shaped building? so, if i become an architect, i'll build a really unique buildings. a duck-shaped building perhaps?)
• Pilot (changed because of my bad eyesight.. my father didn't let me to be a pilot anyway. he said pilots always go to parties and stuffs.)
• Stewardess (changed because i realized that it's not cool to serve people on a plane. enough said)
•  F1 Driver (even though F1 drivers are supposed to be only men.but it's okay to dream right? isn't it cool to drive in a really high speed and can actually get money with it. cause if you drive in high speed on normal highways, you might get a traffic ticket. even driving normal cars at 200km/h feels like flying, imagine 350km/h, you might be actually flying!)
• An Owner of a World-wide Company (having your own company is the best thing ever cause you are a billionaire!)
• Fairground owner (the reason is so that i can ride on the roller-coaster whenever i want even at midnight. the best thing is, i dont have to line up to get on the roller-coaster cause the roller-coaster is MINE! and of course, i dont have to pay a single penny to get into the fairground. XD)
• Computer Hacker (i watched a Japanese drama a year ago called Bloody Monday. its a drama about a young man who can hack into other people's computer. he can steal other people's internet to make his internet go faster! how cool is that?)
• Secret Agent (running and shooting and hiding and disguising and surviving from a gun shot are really coool! and you have to drive really fast too to get away from the enemy.)
• Composer (so that i can express my hidden feelings and emotions on a paper. and to be able to affect other people with the meaning of the song. but apparently, i haven't complete a single song yet. T.T)
• Lyricist (same reason as above, but in a slightly different way. to have a singer to sing our song and to hear the song on the radio and the people singing it in the shower would be really great!)
• Author (i'm working hard to finish my novel which is going really slow. i just dont have time to write it because of some other interruptions. i bet the novel wont finish in another two years. T.T)
• President/Prime Minister (to be able to change the world and make the world a better place for us and our next generation to live in. PEACE!!)
• Lawyer (to help other people would be really great. but my father said, being a lawyer is a one way to hell if you're helping the wrong side.)
• Psychiatrist (talking to mental people can be quite interesting cause what they say sometimes doesn't make any sense XD)
• Chef (this is my current ambition. i want to have my own restaurant in the future and my father said he'll help me with the modal. my plan is to continue my studies in DCT University Center Switzerland. for your information, DCT University is a culinary and management university. i want to study French and Italianese cuisines.)
• Patissier (my current ambition too. patissier is the person who make desserts and pastries. i love eating desserts and pastries. i want to make other people happy by eating the desserts and pastries that i make)

i still have no idea what to name my restaurant... if you have some ideas, do tell me. :) i have lots of ambitions, didn't i? oh, i also realized that i never wanted to become an accountant too. whats so exciting about sitting at the table counting other people's money? no offense, accountants. :) i love maths, though. but whatever we do, make sure it's a halal job so that it wont affect us later. hopefully my dream becoming a restaurant owner will come true and may i become a successful chef and patissier! Amin~

Ramadhan is Baaaack~!

Assalamualaikum~ how's your third day fasting? me? i'm doing just fine! XD i ate cereals for sahur. it had been that way since like four years ago. people often ask me "kenyang ke makan cereals je?" then i'll say "kenyang~ makan nasi yang tak kenyang." then they'll say, "huh? peliknya awak ni.." O_o am i weird?

i love Ramadhan because the feeling that you got when it' time to buka puasa is so exciting! especially when mum cooks your favorite food. last night we ate nasi tomato. my mum's nasi tomato is the best! XD after buka puasa,  sembahyang terawih. i remember two years ago, when everybody sembahyang 20 rakaat, me, my sister and my uncle sembahyang 8 rakaat je, and then main monopoly. we will yell  "BAYAR BAYAR!!" when everybody is praying at the front. XD then my mum will scold us, "hish! apa bising bising ni? orang nak sembahyang lah! senyap sikit!" then we will be quiet for like 5 minutes, and after that the BAYAR BAYAR will start all over again :) the game will last till midnight. and the next day time sahur, the three of us look sooo sleepy that we might just sleep at the dining table XD

this morning, Qistina, Aina and I did a geography project. i never knew that even playing with play-doughs takes a lot of energy. as soon as i reached home today, i slept for a good 2 hours. :) my mum wants me to follow her to bazaar Ramadhan. got to go! by the way, Zaid's dad, welcome to my blog! XD

Cookies and Milk

i just finished watching Paranormal Activity with my aunt. my sister was supposed to join us but she slept early and refused to watch. so i end up watching the movie alone with my aunt.

everybody told me the movie was sooo freaking scary that they cant sleep for days after watching it. but let me tell you, i just wasted 86 minutes of my life watching that so-called-scary movie. they didnt use proper cameras and the main actors basically filmed that movie by themselves. the first 1 hour was not scary at all; until the part when the main actress got dragged across the hallway. that part was pretty scary. the ending was kinda stupid. the main actress, Katie killed the main actor who was her boyfriend called Micah. she wasnt conscious when she killed him. after she stabbed him, she went up to her room and kept rocking for more than a day beside the bed. and when the police came and she finally gain her conscious and yelled "WHERE"S MICAH? WHERE"S MICAH??" with a dagger in her hand. the police shot her and she died as well. what an ending. and did i mention the actors that participated in this film was only 4 people? excluding the polices that might be two of the three crews.

seriously zaid, what's so scary? i actually slept a little when i watched it.. -__-' i can guarantee you i can sleep in peace tonight :) with my lights off.

Apples and Oranges

i cant believe i just asked my aunt how to spell APPLE! God, i suck at spelling -___-..

now i'm thinking whether to buy the three album that i wanted earlier or save more money to buy an iPod Touch.. "iPhone lah best~" thats what my aunt said. but seriously. i dont think so. i already got my Corby, so i'm not gonna trade it with an iPhone. iPhone sucks! accept for iPhone 3G S and iPhone 4. but i'm too young too buy those and i got no money.. so, the best choice for me is iPod Touch! XD the cheapest one is an 8GB and it cost for like RM799. the second one is 32GB. about 1199 ringgit... and the most expensive one is 64GB and it cost for RM1599. yikes. i have to wait for the next Eid to have enough money to buy the 64GB one... but yeah i'm not gonna wait that long. XD 32GB is more than enough for me... in order to buy this iPod, i have to bring bekal everyday. oh God, why did i suddenly have the desires to buy that iPod?!

and by the way, Qistina, Aina, Syamira and Zaid, the thing about what my aunt said about giving me an apron, it wasnt a dream after all. she just gave me this really cute floral apron! it kinda looks like a dress that if you wear a pearl red wool coat on top to cover up the back, you can just walk on the streets looking like the most fashionable girl in town. but do not wear this outfit in Malaysia cause you'll end up looking like a weird girl wearing wool coat under the hot burning sun. :) i'll post the apron's picture later. goodbye peeps!

happy 42nd birthday baba!!

today is my father's birthday! woot woot! 

Happy birthday to you~!

You are now forty-two~!

Please be healthy and watch me marry~!

Happy birthday to youuu~!!

XD

lonely weekend

helll-ooohhhhh~! whatcha doin? i'm booooreeedddd~ i spent my weekend this week aloooooooneeee~ yesterday,  my mum went to a charity event with my sister, Sofea... Effa went for a seminar. and that leaves my father, my brother, my cat and Bibik Min and I alone in the house.... not practically alone.. but kinda.. urm.. lonely. 0_o and today, Effa went for a seminar again.. and still not home yet. My parents and Sofea and Wafi went to this someone's house. they left at 2.30 just now and haven't got home yet.. i'm aloneeeee~! T.T
this was what i did from yesterday:

31st July 2010
9:30AM: woke up and took bath
10:10AM: went downstairs and had breakfast with family while watching TV
11:00AM: Mama and Sofea left... Baba, Wafi and I went to Klang to get some medicines for my mum.
11:20AM: wandered around Klang searching for the medicine shop.
11:30AM: finally found the medicine shop and went to Kelana Jaya to sent kuali. but unfortunately the owner wasn't at home.
11:40AM: went to a cd shop to buy movies to watch when we got home... but sadly the cd shop hasn't opened yet. they only open at 12. so no movies to watch.
11:50AM: went to Subang Parade and had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market and strolled in the mall.
3:30PM: went home and sembahyang zuhur
4:00PM: online and watch some DBSK videos...
6:00PM: the laptop suddenly shuts down by itself. sembahyang asar..went downstairs to search for some food.. no food, went back upstairs and slept.
7:00PM: woke up and took bath.
7:30PM: went downstairs and sembahyang maghrib together with my family... then lepak-lepak kat living room... then had dinner.. then sembahyang isyak.
10:30PM: dont know what to do and went to sleep.

1st August 2010
7:30AM: suddenly woke up.. i dont know why i woke up so early.
7:32AM: had bath
8:00AM: went downstairs.. nobody has woken up yet. helped myself with cereals for breakfast.
8:30AM: everybody woke up... lepak-lepak...
9:00AM: went upstairs and tuned on the laptop... watch more DBSK's videos..
11:00AM: the laptop shuts down but itself again... went down.. help my mum with lunch. we made PIZZA!!
1:00PM: had lunch...
1:30PM: sembahyang and then read some novels..
3:00PM: got bored... went downstairs and found out nobody's at home...
3:05PM: went back upstairs and went on the internet again...
4:00PM: went downstairs.. watch Wizard of Wiverly(dont know the right spelling) Place. then Hanna Montanna.
5:00PM: went to my room and prayed and slept.. i love evening naps!
7:00PM: woke up. had my bath.
7:30PM: sembahyang and then went downstairs.. nobody's home yet.. felt lonely.. called my mum..
7:00PM: turned on the internet...
9:04PM: here i am writing my boring weekend......

i'm booooooorrrrrreeeeeeeeeeedddddddd!!!!!

edit: yay! my parent's home! XD XD XD